I hope my brother gets better.......... that is all I can think about everyday.Visited him in the hospital over the weekend.... the next day he forgot I was there. The books I gave him were gone.
Never... never ever I would ever thought he would turn out to be like this. If anyone should be taking drugs in the family it would be me. I should of been the one that went crazy but I stayed strong. I wish he was as strong as me..... this isn't the time for me to blame anyone.... it is useless. I just pray everyday that he gets better. He is the closest family member I have in life. What would I do if I lost him....... I really don't know.....
